Waiting stinks!

I know it's only been 4 days since my transfer but this waiting stinks! I have to wait until Wednesday morning to go to the lab. I called the nurse today to make sure she had everything set up because I never got a lab work request form like I have in the past and plus I had to ask her about my thyroid prescription. I can't go to a local pharmacy anymore, my 3 refills are up, otherwise they charge me full price, so we have to go through Medco, a mail order pharmacy, so they are taking care of that for me. I also asked what time they want me up at the lab. They said earlier the better, I'm sure I won't be able to sleep Tuesday night anyway, so I'll be there at the crack of dawn.

I haven't felt different or anything, but I'm sure that's normal. I've been reading a blog that Stephanie found for me, it's http://mattandjuleeturner.blogspot.com/ I've been keeping up with this blog because she has gone through the same thing we have and she's now 20 weeks pregnant. Well, she posted today about God and I found it very interesting, she writes, "I know it's Satan trying to ruin this joyful time and it makes me angry that these thoughts have arrived when I know God has shown himself so clearly by giving us this precious baby."

It's so true, I have these same feelings like this process is not going to work and I have a whole week to think about it. I know I have a 60% some chance that everything is perfect but what about that 40%, it's scary and I know exactly how she's feeling. It's scary and right now I'm very emotional, maybe that's a good thing, right? Hormones??? I have no idea but all I can say is I can't wait for next Wednesday.

On to better things, my party last night was a success, I will have to pick out a lot of items and I can't wait to see what I all get.

Friday night is Lady Antebellum. I'm going with my friend Linda and my cousin Erica. Mom can't go because of her foot so Erica is going in her spot. Should be lots of fun. We will come back Friday night and I'm hoping to head up to Whitetail to have a relaxing weekend with my husband.